Token Honeymoon – episode 10

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Ten minutes after they sat together on the beach June decided to risk using words rather than touch. He was still there, still sitting next to her and she was beginning to feel that their own personal little bubble was being re-established.”How much did you watch?”For a while Dan said nothing. She could feel his breathing change, a short gasp and then after a hold a long sigh. “All of it.””Is that why you’re miserable? You could have stopped it, you could have come home.”As she spoke she wrapped an arm around him pulling him closer. She felt him tense.”Did you want me to be there?”June thought for a moment, gazing out to sea, trying to make sense of her thoughts.”Yes,” she said. “Mostly, yes. I don’t know if I would have enjoyed it more, but I did wish you were there.””Sorry.””What are you sorry about? You did it to teach me a lesson didn’t you?”Dan sat up, suddenly animated for the first time since she found him. “No. No, to teach me a lesson. Push as far as you can go, that’s what you said. I thought I had to… um, to do it, to push myself.””To do what?””Be a pimp,” he said, spitting the word out.”Making me a whore?””Well no, that’s where it went wrong. When I sold the tokens it was a game, it was a fun idea. I kind of bet myself there weren’t any pimps who did it that way. They were your tokens, that you made and gave to me, so there was no coercion, no nasty male dominance or stuff like that. I felt clever, pimping without being a macho dodgy criminal type. I was almost euphoric, but when I saw you working, it all went wrong. I made myself keep looking, but it was terrible.””You could have stopped it.””I suppose; but the first one wasn’t so bad, I mean he was small and you were nice to him, I liked what you did.””Did it turn you on?””No, not in a horny way. I loved seeing you being kind. It’s not so much a turn on as a massive warm feeling, knowing deep down what a beautiful person you are. There you were, being sold like a piece of meat and you were nice to the guy, gentle with him. That’s what is so wonderful about you and I suddenly felt cruel. I felt like a complete shit; as though I was vandalising something beautiful.””Oh, Dan.””I didn’t have time to get back, and then it went so well and I was still too far away when the second guy arrived. That was… um, more interesting, more, I don’t know what. More intense. I had no idea that he’d want that, but I found myself admiring your skill. You were really brilliant, the way you handled him.””So it wasn’t actually a turn on?”Dan sighed, sitting curled up now, his arms hugging his legs, lost inside himself.”I tried to think if it was me,” he mumbled. “I mean, not really, but maybe a bit and I was sort of mesmerised, trying to think what he was getting out of it. He had no idea what you’d do, so was it like you said before, about being out of control. I worked so hard at trying to imagine.””What did you think I got out of it?””That’s when it went wrong. I couldn’t think. No, that’s wrong, I thought too much, too many things at once. I thought you might be cruel, teasing him for being an idiot, making himself helpless like that. Then I thought maybe it was a chore, being made to do stuff you wouldn’t normally do. But maybe you would, maybe you’d tie me up if I gave you the chance.”For a moment he looked up, letting her in for a second, looking desperate.”I had no idea what I was doing,” he said. “I’d forced you into having these men and I had no idea what you liked, no idea if it would upset you, humiliate you, or if you might really like it and if you did then sooner or later you’d want to do it to me and I had no idea if I’d like it.””So I was right?”The arms around his legs relaxed a little.”Huh?””I said you had to push as far as you could to find out. I can see it’s been hard, but it has pushed you out into places that you’d never imagined. It’s done that hasn’t it?”Dan turned towards her and for the first time, she saw a hint of a smile.”I didn’t think of it like that. Yeah, I pushed myself, but I pushed you as well. Then there was the trio, by then I was şişli escort in the pits. I’d done something crazy and there was nothing I could do. I couldn’t stop three of them.””Where did the third one come from?” June asked in a level, curious tone, trying to keep the discussion factual, technical away from the pain she’d seen in Dan’s face.”He was on the train as well. I think he must have been in the bathroom or something. The other two told him about you when he got back.”June smiled, remembering the train, the bags.”If there’d been three of them sitting there I wouldn’t have risked it.” For a second she closed her eyes. “You’re right, they bought three coffees.”She watched Dan collapse again.”With three of them I didn’t have the nerve to try and stop them,” he said. “I chickened out and left you there. I should have come in, but … I didn’t trust myself. I felt like a total shit.””Were you scared?””I was paralysed with fear. It was a death spiral, one half of my brain was yelling at me for being a coward, the other half telling me I was a fool. When I sold them the tokens I got carried away with the game. I told myself you could handle it, you’d had all those guys in New York.””I did handle it.””Only just… I watched. By then I was too far away to do anything. The range on that camera WiFi is hundreds of meters. When I realised they were being too pushy, I was too far away. I couldn’t walk and watch the video, so I’d found somewhere to sit. I ran back, running a bit, stopping to look at my phone, getting my breath, feeling sick, running some more, awful, my legs were like jelly. If I’d rushed in I’d have made a fool of myself and that made me feel worse. I stood at the door, trying to breathe, trying to feel strong but by then you had it under control.”He continued, “I almost burst in but then I had doubts again. They’d be bound to guess that they were being videoed. How else could I know when you hadn’t asked them? They could be angry and they might be mad at both of us — I sold them the tokens, they might think I’d conned them if I broke it up. I thought about giving them their money back but as I watched I could see that you had it under control and if I rushed in it could do more harm than good. I chickened out again.”June sighed, trying to imagine Dan outside the door, hearing her being fucked, seeing the tiny images on his phone, tiny pictures filling his brain. ‘Do all pimps feel like that she wondered? Do they agonise if their girls are put at risk? I don’t think so, that’s why Dan is different.'”What happened after that? I asked you to come home. Didn’t you see that part of the film?””I did but I was too ashamed. I stopped watching and wandered around aimlessly. I was…””Scared to come home?””Yes,” his voice was scarcely a whisper. “I thought I might have screwed up our whole life. I thought you’d never forgive me.””Dan, wake up. After what I did to you, selling me for one day is not the end of the world. I’m not sure I’m supposed to ask, but how much did you charge?””Three thousand,” he said. “Five hundred each for the first two and two grand for the triple — I thought that ought to be more.””Really?””They were rich kids, I saw the way they were behaving in the bar, flashing a lot of money. Two of the triple had seen your pussy, so they were turned on by the idea and it was going to be a threesome, so that has, well, um, rarity value.””You mean most whores won’t do that?””I don’t know. I mean I’ve never… well, you know. I just guessed that maybe it would be more for something far out like that.”June held his hand, dragging him around to look at her. “I want you to answer me a question, and you have to be absolutely honest. Okay?””Yes.””Look at me, no looking away. Will you ever be able to tell our friends that you paid for our honeymoon by selling me to strangers for an afternoon of wild sex?””Oh God!””Well?””I can’t imagine ever being able to do that.”June chuckled, rumpled his hair.”Would you want me to tell anyone that?” Dan’s voice was strained and she could see that she’d unleashed another escort şişli explosion in his head.”Actually, maybe I would,” she said. “Probably have to find some new friends who wouldn’t be shocked out of their brains. A pity you didn’t get receipts. We could frame them, have them on the wall as a conversation piece.”She leaned over to kiss him, pushing him down onto the sand and rolling on top.”We still have more to talk about, but this isn’t going to break us. It didn’t break me and I won’t let it damage us. I would actually like to be able to brag about that. It has to be the ultimate slut triumph. I bet there’s hardly any women out there who could brag to that.” She paused for a second. “Actually, how much did this holiday cost?””It would cover the chalet and the train at least.””That’s a relief, I’m not sure I have the energy for much more fucking tonight.” She rolled off him laughing and then rolled back. “I can do one more,” she said. “One special customer who has a fistful of tokens.”Dan lay for a long time looking at the stars while June waited to see what was running around in his head. She put her head on his chest, listening to the thud of his heart, resisting the temptation to play with his cock.”Where do we go from here?” he said.”Forward,” she said without thinking. “Sorry, that’s trite. I don’t mean to be trivial. we’ve both had a hell of a day, courtesy of each other, now we have to look after each other and get ready for the next step.””How many more steps are there?””As many as we decide,” she said. “Only that many but I don’t want to give up pushing ourselves just yet, unless you’ve had enough.”They lay on the beach for a while, counting shooting stars. June was relieved to find that there were still plenty of them. Somehow she thought that meant the magic was still there and then dismissed the thought.”Come on,” she said. “We should go find something to eat. The stars are lovely but I’m not letting random celestial events run our lives. Are you feeling any better?””I still feel like a shit, I chickened out of rescuing you.””Come on love, don’t sweat it. Selling the tokens was a masterstroke and whatever you say I deserved it. I felt like I was doing penance. I’ve often thought about being a whore, especially after working with that girl in New York but having to stand there naked and give a price to some guy never felt like fun. When I was standing there naked, trying to teach myself to be better at sex I never felt worth very much. With the tokens it was different. I was already sold, I was a whore. It threw me completely into submission mode. It’s that out of control thing again.””It didn’t look out of control,” he said. “Apart from when that big guy was heaving you around.””It’s the feeling, deep inside. My brain was still working and hell yes, I was managing the whole thing, well mostly, apart from one thing. I didn’t like that guy fucking my arse. I promised you that was yours and now that’s broken. I didn’t like that.””It was my fault, so it doesn’t count.””It was my arse, so it does.” She squeezed his hand for a moment. “You do realise that I’ve broken all the promises that I made to you in a single day.””What? No, you haven’t.””I said I’d never fuck someone twice. I had Bob three times in twenty-four hours. I said only you would have my arse and now even if I don’t count two seconds of Ray, some guy has been there and I don’t even know his name. I promised I would not sleep with anyone else, promised I only ever wanted to wake up with you and that’s gone too. If I’d stayed awake with Ray maybe it would have been better but I actually fall asleep, so technically I slept with him. I know it wasn’t long but that was only because you woke me. Three promises, all broken. Why would you trust me ever again? My promises are worth nothing.”They sat for five minutes, him lost in thought, her watching.”It wasn’t a setup, was it? The arse thing, you know to prove something to me. Prove that my promises were worthless.””No.””It did though.””Are you sure they didn’t hint that they might mecidiyeköy be interested in DP?””DP?””Double penetration. Actually, it was triple. You knew I’d always fancied trying it.” She sighed. “No matter, it’s done now. It’s proved it to me. I can’t be trusted. Telling you what I’d like to keep for you is not enough.”She risked looking at him again, holding his chin and turning his face towards her. His muscles changed, his body formed up, the tone came back and there was a new determination in his face.”We could play this game all day, love,” he said, “so let’s not. I’m in your hands now. I’ve tried being a master and I’ve tried being a pimp. I don’t think I’ve got what it takes to pimp. I do trust you. I know you’ll tell me what you’ve been doing.””You know there are two more roles to try?””Two?””Cuckold and Cuckqueen.””What queen?””The opposite of cuckold. A woman who stays faithful and lets her man fuck other women. Maybe she joins in, maybe she doesn’t.””You mean you’d…?””I didn’t say that but it’s a kinky thought. Imagine if it had been you in New York and you thought you needed to improve your technique and you got to work practising and sent me the films.””I don’t think I can get my head around that.””Maybe you need practice. I fancy it a bit. Like, imagine if I’d been wandering around the beach selling tokens for women to fuck you.””It would never work, I don’t have a giant cock or anything, why would anyone want to.””Don’t put yourself down.””Seriously I can’t imagine it.””Okay, here’s a different take on it. I wander along the beach, as before, but this time I look for women who really look like they have it all and I say to them I’m trying to give my husband a real treat and you look like the most desirable woman I’ve seen all day. Could I persuade you to fuck him just this once and give him the best treat ever.””I can’t see them going for it.””Well maybe I wear a chastity belt and I tell them I’m my husband’s sex slave and he’s tired of me and wants a change. I tell them that I have the most amazing mouth and I could take them to heaven with it if they’d only fuck my husband.”Dan laughed. “You have the most awesome imagination, but that would never work. They’d take one look at you and know I could never be tired of you.””Or I could say I’ll pay you a hundred Euros a hole, we have the capital to play with after all. Or I could hunt out some ugly bitches who look like they haven’t had it in a while and offer them mercy sex from my dishy husband who is very charitable and doesn’t think it’s fair that he gets to have sex with me all the time.”June continued, “I could wear a chastity belt and say that I’m locked up until he has given five other women a chance. Or I could give the key to one of them and say she could unlock me when you’ve satisfied her. Well, no, maybe not that one. I might never get out.””That’s a bit below the belt.””That’s not much of a pun. I’m being provocative darling. Consider this possibility, I know what you’re like as far as being on the receiving end is concerned but I’ve never watched. It might be a huge turn on, especially if I joined in.””Or it might be a fucking catastrophe.””Well, yes, obviously.””What?””This is too close to home isn’t it,” she said. “You’re not seeing your own jokes. Fuck is an expletive as well as a verb, maybe a noun too. If it was a catastrophe it would be a fucking catastrophe, i.e. catastrophic fucking.””Sorry.”June watched the stars for a while, pointing now and then to another shooter.”Dan, some of this is bound to be painful. We have to expect that and we have to be good to each other through that.””You’re still way ahead of me.””I know and some of the time you may have to tell me to stop. Sometimes I might have to tell you. The one thing you have to remember is that sex with other people always risks seeming better, but that’s irrelevant if we are in it together.””Am I that bad?””No. No, Dan engage your brain, don’t think about your feelings for the moment. Think about those five this afternoon, if I was going to go after one of them again which would it be?””The big guy.””Right. And why is that? Actually, you don’t have to answer because it’s obvious, he had a big cock and he was sure of himself. He didn’t just boss me around, he bossed around the other two as well.

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