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Subject: Headline Hayden Chapter 13: Obstacle to a Dream I will leave Hayden’s age up to my readers and note that this is a complete work of fantasy. This story is set in a completely fictional world and I certainly would not encourage anyone to try and replicate this fantasy in the real world. It is just a flight of my fancy. Please feel free to email me at ail with feedback, comments and suggestions! This is my first Nifty story so go easy on me. Headline Hayden Chapter 13: Obstacle to a Dream I sometimes wonder about the cycles that seem to be imposed on us. Our lives seem to move in patterns, shifting between light and darkness, ease and struggle. My relationship with the glowing angel otherwise known as Hayden had certainly seemed to conform to that pattern. Once again, there had been pleasure and then triumph. In the midst of the madness, both Hayden and I had come back with clear STI screens, meaning that we could dispense with condoms when he was inside of me. I was maybe unreasonably excited but the prospect of no barrier between us in our pleasure was one that made me brim over with deep emotion. I wanted be made fully a part of him as we were connected in the most intimate way possible. I had been planning on exactly what might precede that momentous event, but the cycles I was referring to earlier had other plans. I had time off and was relishing what that meant for Hayden and I. It gave me more flexibility in terms of how and when we could see each other, so thousands of ideas were set racing through my head about what we might get to do. I was riding so high that I should’ve known something would intervene to bring me tumbling down, back into the hardness of reality. I suppose that part of the cycle is to humble us and make us realize we are so often victims of luck and circumstance beyond our control. The blow that shattered the illusion of stability came in the form of a phone call. It was Hayden and I could hear the balıkesir escort brokenness in his voice immediately, my stomach clenched in a cold fist of worry at the tone. “Hayden. What’s wrong?” His voice trembled, only barely avoiding tears. It was always a shock to hear my strong, confident teenage lover nearly ready to cry. “My fucking asshole of a father’s decided that he’s gonna send me to fucking boarding school like five hundred fucking miles away to finish high school. He told me he’s getting me away from fucking ‘negative influences’ and making sure I get exposed to more “proper male pursuits.” Fuck Matt…fuck…I won’t…I won’t be able to see you any more after this summer.” The silence that followed stretched out as I felt a shard of pain stab me in the chest. The idea that I would be separated from Hayden and that I could do nothing to prevent it was like a dagger being twisted in my body, tearing out something vital. Eventually I found my voice. “I…won’t give up on us Hayden. I’m sure I could find a way to see you again even when you were in school.” There was bitterness in his voice. “This fucking place isn’t even in a fucking city, Matt. He made goddamn sure that I’d be totally trapped in this shithole. On top of it all, it’s a fucking military school basically. They’re not gonna let us go anywhere or do anything. Oh fuck…I can’t lose you, not now!” His tears began to fall, I could hear it in his voice and my own voice, when I managed to find it, was thick with emotion too. “We will find a way Hayden. I am not going to let that fucker take you away from me! I will do what I have to. I am not losing you! Not after everything we’ve been through.” He’d got a hold of himself enough to take a deep breath. “Okay Matt. I don’t know how but we do have to try. I was thinking somehow I could get my mom to talk to him. She hasn’t tried yet ’cause he just told me this morning. He’s making me come back bartın escort home until then and he told me I have a curfew and have to account for every fucking minute of my time!” Once again, I felt sick to my stomach. We had just started to get somewhere before I was reminded of the basic unfairness of human existence. With that, came another wave of guilt. I had expected too much, had been a fool to involve myself in a relationship with a teenager. What the fuck was I thinking? What the fuck was I doing? I fought to push that guilt down, to make myself focus on something constructive. “Well let’s not get ahead of ourselves, sweetheart. Wait and see if your mom can work her magic and talk him around. We have to stay calm and think. We’re both smart, we can find a way to get through this! It’s way too fucking early to give up now, Hayden.” We had both calmed now and his voice was quite steady now. “Oh I am not gonna fucking quit, Matt. I just feel like…like there’s this mountain that suddenly grew up in front of us. I wanna climb it but I’m scared. I just feel so scared and so…so fucking powerless! It’s like I don’t have any say.” Of course, he was right, he really didn’t have any say in what was happening and neither did I. There was no influence that I could bring to bear in this situation and that still made me feel a deep sadness. I didn’t want it to be true but it *was*. I would not give in so easily, but he was right and the road ahead did not look like it was one that would be positive or even possible, depending on what happened next. I tried to pour confidence and positive energy into my voice. “We need a plan, Hayden. Let’s calm down and think. There’s gotta be a way we can manage this. Like I said, first see what your mom can do, after that we will make more of a plan. We gotta know what the challenges are gonna be first of all. Once we know those, we know where to go next.” The confidence that I didn’t batıkent escort feel was somewhat reinforced by my own words. I was trying to project into myself everything that I felt was impossible. I was not going to knuckle under. I just wasn’t. I heard Hayden sigh deeply and could picture his brows furrowed together on that beautiful face of his. “You’re right, Matt. We gotta calm down and think about this. Fucking panic isn’t gonna make it any better.” There was a pause again, this time from me as I considered what I ought to say. “Let’s give it a couple days. Talk to your mom and see if she can at least get your dad to think about it more, instead of jumping to conclusions. After that, we can try to sort out what we are doing. Hayden’s voice came back even stronger now, some of his cocky attitude returning. “If that asshole thinks he can just fuck my life up, he’s way underestimating me and what I can do. I’m not gonna let him fuck up what we got, Matt, it is way too good to quit on.” I smiled and I was sure that he could hear it in my voice. “Damn right! I won’t be deprived of your sexy self!” We cut the conversation off and agreed that we still had a day or two to meet before he had to officially go home. It was a hard day for me after that. My mind wandered over the past months, still shocked that we had made it so far. Perhaps the dream was finally broken, perhaps I was going to have to admit that this relationship was never going to succeed. I was not ready to give up, but I knew all too well that sometimes the world forces us to quit. I may be many things, but naïve isn’t one of them. I realize that all the good intentions and sweet dreams in the world mean nothing in the face of reality. Eventually I pushed the dark thoughts out of my head and concentrated on immediate next steps. It was going to be a gruelling time as things moved forward, so I was hoping that we could do something to alleviate the stress. I was hoping perhaps pleasure could be the way to at least do something to release tension and stress from the both of us, despite the setback. I had a very particular end point in mind and I was determined to make it happen before the terrible uncertainty of the future set in.

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